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[Sep. 3rd, 2004|03:05 am] |
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| [ | music |
| | Gabin - It Don't Mean a Thing | ] |
So, I'm not having any luck with that sleeping thing...
So I decided that if I can make at least one person happy today since I'm failing so wonderfully lately, it should be Brenna.
Look Brenna, tis LJ-love~
I've never been so confused about anything in my life...I've really screwed up maybe...maybe not... I don't know, hence the confusion.
I guess for the first time in a while, I'll be surprised...I'm not one to take risks...especially not ones that are so heavily not in my favour.
I'm usually pretty confident in my decisions, because I don't like risky decisions...I have no confidence whatsoever...not even enough to face the world tomorrow...I really really don't want to work...but I have to.
I rekindled some Bellerose hatred while looking through my yearbook. I like yearbooks...no matter what, you look ugly in it...so that means everyone you hate is bound to be ugly too, it boosted my ego~
Two more pandas have joined the Amanda family...in fact, one of them is a beanie baby named Mandy. Isn't that funky? I mean, it's like that beanie baby was MADE for me~
I'm craving all sorts of chocolate. Today was offered the option of eating a donut but I denied it despite my emotional eating problem. I'm proud of myself and regretting it all at once...I really really want that donut now. I want to go to Tim Horton's and sit their with someone and just talk. Unfortunately my Tim Horton's buddy lives in Edmonton now and is ACTUALLY not online...That's a bloody first. He always complains that no one is ever online and low and behold, he's not online. I think I should beat him up. I think could probably take him in a serious fight. Yup. He probably knows who he is right now.
So, I think I'm getting a cold...my glands are swollen and I generally feel like shit...I hope it develops into something that will permit me to miss work tomorrow...though I know that won't happen *sigh*
Wow, I'm listening to Komm Susser Todd...I've had this song on my playlist since the beginning of time...and I don't really notice when it plays for that reason...and it's strangely appropriate. It's also too happy for all the depressing lyrics it has...still lovable all the same.
I've been reading shoujo smut since about 1 am...Tis wonderful. I think I might go read some Blade of the Immortal. Yeah, that's probably a good idea. So now I leave. Night~ |
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| Update on my life... |
[Jun. 17th, 2004|08:16 pm] |
So, I have two jobs now and I'm working a whole hell of alot. 6 days this week, 7 next week. On the bright side, I will be rich. On the not so bright side, alot of people have probably forgot that I even exist since I'm never around *dies*
I watched most of the SailorMoon DVDs I bought in the last week. *glomps boxsets*
I'm addicted to Crystal Chronicles and want to play more but Lance and Chris were like "Noooo~" so now I have none.
Yeah...I don't really have alot to say...I'm too lazy... |
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[May. 23rd, 2004|11:47 am] |
So...a dog just ran up...bit my arm...and ran away.
Alright...
So anyways, I watch Samurai Champloo last night, and it's bloody awesome. I'm actually going to rewatch it right away. *floats*
After I'm done with that, I'm probably going to do some laundry and clean my room for my fun movie night. So far the only person who I can't get a hold of is Matt. That hoser. GET ON MSN! I don't have his phone number...nor do I know his last name to find him in the phone book (great friend I am).
Anyways, that's all for now. Ja~ |
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| I don't know whether I'm afraid or happy... |
[May. 21st, 2004|04:05 pm] |
So, apparently there's a new Pride and Prejudice movie coming out. Lance told me about it, I think...but now I have solid evidence of this movie's existence.
So...Brad Pitt is playing Mr. Darcy and Elizabeth is being played by stick-person poster girl Keira Knightly. Brad Pitt is fairly good at adapting to roles, I think he might do alright, (but never as good as the REAL Mr. Darcy aka Colin Firth). On the other hand, Keira Knightly will make a TERRIBLE Elizabeth. She's too skinny, too shallow. Elizabeth is supposed to look normalish and pretty and be cynical and witty. *sighs* The A&E version of P&P is perfect...why must they tamper with such a perfect thing?
Oh well~ We'll just have to see. Yes, we, I shall drag EVERYONE along with me.
Yay~ Uncle Barry just called~ He has my grad ring~ hopefully it's a nice grad ring and not an ugly one. I didn't really know what I was doing when I picked it out. ^^;;
Well, I'm done for today~ On sunday, I'm having a movie night hopefully~ I command the presence of Chris, Lance, Brock, Matt (If I can get a hold of him), David and Jenny (if you want to come, you won't know everyone there though ^^;;) and yeah. I just want to DO something.
Well, I'm going to go~ I have to work later~
LAAAANCE~ I'm sorry for being a grumpy bear earlier~ I send WUVA in your general direction~ Bai~ |
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| Scary computer room lady is looking over my shoulder... |
[May. 21st, 2004|10:50 am] |
I'm at school, skipping my fake english class and I'm pretty bored.
Lately I've been addicted to Disgaea~ Best game ever! Thus, I haven't been doing much of anything else. Kind of sad, but I'm happy that I found a game that I can be addicted to again. I also definitely need to replay Disgaea after I'm done since it took me a while to figure out what I was doing and I probably screwed things up along the way.
I'm trying to eat healthier again...I kind of failed at that yesterday, so I'm going to start again today. *dies*
I'm pondering whether to go to the lake or not on Sunday. Somebody make plans with me on Sunday, I want to do something! If I have plans, then I won't go to my cabin. I think Chris is busy with Michelle's "burning stuff" party...so anyone else want to give me love? We could have a movie night~ We haven't had a good movie night in a long time~ *twitches* I need human contact...Actually, for some reason, lately I've been wanting to play Halo~ Like 8 player Halo~ That'd be good fun. A big red vs. blue kind of game~! Now that I have more friends I think I can pull it off. I don't know if I have two x-boxes handy though. Alright...I actually only counted out 6 people on my hand (who'd actually want to play Halo)...*ponders* I'll worry about all of that later.
Also, I finally typed up a new prettier resume. In other words, I'm finally going to go job hunting. Leslie tells me I have a pretty good chance of getting a job at Quizno's with her. That would be good fun. I also would like to apply at Chapter's.
I really want to go to E3 with Matt next year~ Fun fun roadtrip to get free stuff at E3~ I'm actually really really looking forward to it. Hopefully we stick with the plan~
Ummmm...what else? I trying very very hard to think of things to write about. Yeah, I think I'm done. |
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| I should probably update... |
[May. 9th, 2004|08:56 pm] |
Well, I don't really have anything to say...but I feel that if I don't post anything, everyone will begin to think I've abandoned my LJ.
That's all really. Bai. |
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[Apr. 15th, 2004|10:57 pm] |
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| | DJ Tiesto - Touch Me | ] |
Blah. Today has felt empty. It felt like a waste of a day. I don't know why.
I went to the mall with Lance and Brock, that was all groovy until something clicked inside of me...then I started to feel sad. I was pretty certain I could master my emotions, but it's alot harder than I thought.
So I'm reading "The perks of being a wallflower" I like it, but I hate it too. I hate the main character, I hate his innocence, I hate how he's a victim, I hate how he cries all the time, I hate how he's so easily influenced. I've reached the tear-soaked pages, and I can't cry. I guess the book just doesn't feel as real to me. That saddens me, I feel very heartless right now. Ugly on the inside for not feeling these kids pain. I feel stupid because I feel like maybe I'm missing the point. I understand Charlie's problem, but it feels like he's not really trying to solve it all. Now, Requiem for a Dream...that movie made me cry. All their situations seemed hopeless. In the end, the pursuit for happiness just led them all to a bitter end. Maybe the reason why I can't cry for Charlie (Patrick too, poor Patrick) is because I feel he still has a chance. I don't know.
Of all the people in the world who I don't understand...I understand myself the least it feels sometimes.
Anyways, in return for lending me the book, I gave Chris some happy books~ Princess Bride and Alice in Wonderland (happy? or just on crack? both?)
I bought Gwang's present today~ I didn't buy him cows, but I did buy two of his other favourite things~ I also bought myself a manga, Demon Ororon. I remember seeing the cover a long time ago while browsing jpqueen, and I became interested. And now it's licenced~ Victory for me~ I enjoy it. It's kind of shoujo-ie...well, I guess it is shoujo. A bit dark. Lovable though~ The main character Chiaki is kyute. I wish I was like her. Cutely masculine...like that Japanese exchange student at our school.
Oh yeah, everyone get LJs so they post comment in my journal. Sorry, I don't want anonymous comments anymore because silly hosers are out abusing that by posting silly ignorant comments and just not leaving a name. Ignorance is a pet peeve of mine, though I'm probably being a hypocrite. Blah~ Everyone's a hypocrite I guess. Usually, hatred for others come from an existing self-hatred, therefore it must be true~
But I'm done now~ Bai. |
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| Declaration of Happy |
[Apr. 7th, 2004|10:38 pm] |
I'm a happy kitty again~
I decided that I'm not fond of angst. I don't like not eating, or not sleeping, or crying all the time. So, I'm going to stop. Simple as that. It might still get me down once in a while, but nothing major since most of my worries have been cleared. So I discard my angst with a note: Make good decisions people! ESPECIALLY when they involve me...because next time, I don't plan on getting sad, I'm just going to go PSYCHOTIC and I will HUNT you down and I will NINJA your ass because I'm not going to put up with this shit. ^^ Seriously, I'm not going to put up with this EVER again. No negative emotion will EVER control my life EVER again.
Okay, of course I will have lapses of sad for a while...which is understandable...but I can pull through those with my handy-dandy notebook/Chris/Lance. They're a useful bunch since I can pour out my thoughts to them. So it's all groovy.
Don't worry about Manda, she has everything figured out, kinda. |
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| What a wonderfully bitter quote~ |
[Apr. 5th, 2004|10:42 pm] |
"Latent in every man is a venom of amazing bitterness, a black resentment; something that curses and loathes life, a feeling of being trapped, of having trusted and been fooled, of being the helpless prey of impotent rage, blind surrender, the victim of a savage, ruthless power that gives and takes away, enlists a man, and crowning injury inflicts upon him the humiliation of feeling sorry for himself"
Quote by Paul Veléry
This quote is wonderful. It describes my current past few days perfectly.
I really feel like shit right now. I can't sleep, I hardly eat and when I do I feel sick. Lance asked me to be happy for a month...it's probably been a month and a week since then, I think...*sigh* I made it, but all good things come to an end. I don't really want to be depressed again. I hope you're fucking happy.
Don't ask please, all the people who I want to know already do. |
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| First angsty post in a long time. |
[Apr. 4th, 2004|09:50 pm] |
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| | Natalie Imbruglia - Smoke | ] |
Irresponsible, immature people who can't take fucking care of themselves shouldn't be having sex. Why do people like me constantly get hurt because of other people's mistakes? What did I do to deserve this? I've haven't felt this helpless in a long time and I don't know how to cope.
I wonder if I'm being laughed at right now.
On a happier note, my car is back. |
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[Mar. 28th, 2004|06:39 pm] |
So...I don't actually think Omer likes me. Kinda sucks when your father figure thinks you're just a big inconvinience because you don't fit the mold of his ideal daughter (aka Jillian). Apparently, my desire to go to the U of A open registration thingy is a selfish request because I don't help around the house. If I had my fucking car, I wouldn't be asking my parents in the first place. They tell me to take the bus, BUT I DON'T HAVE ANY BLOODY MONEY BECAUSE I NEED TO PAY FOR MY FUCKING CAR ARG!! RAGE!!
So...I can't wait for them to leave me the fuck alone.
On a happier note, I'm bored as hell (boredom is indeed better than family hate since one of them leads you to play bad flash games and the other leads to ripping out hair...and I need my hair...). So I harrassed Gwang for a bit since the silly boy never comes online, but lo and behold, I have nothing of excitement to say. But then he made my day by sending me a picture. The girls hair was based on my old hairstyle and that happied me. I'm very fond of that picture, possibly for that reason or some other.
I played some Suiko 3 today. Twas fun...took me a bloody long time to raise 100000 potch to recruit this awesome ninja guy. Well, it was worth it...because he's just ninja-ing people left, right and center. Though, I should probably hurry up and beat that game...I kind of took a 2 month break. Sooner I beat it, sooner I can uh...say I beat it.
I want...coffee. Lance and Brenna probably wanted to murder me yesterday during Gothika. Coffee has insanely huge effects on me, that's why I generally don't drink it...but lately, I've been craving it. Bittersweet coffee love.
Hm, well, I'm going to jet now~ Bai. |
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| Another survey~ |
[Mar. 26th, 2004|03:26 am] |
At this rate, I'm going to turn into one of those crazy people who posts nothing but survey...but alas, without my car, I have no life...
[who is your best friend?] Chris and Ven
[who do you like?] Lancifer
[who is your mom?] This question just sounds funny...my mom is my mom
[who owns your house?] My parents...
[who bought you the clothes your wearing?] My mom~ I'm a dirty freeloader.
[who is at your house?] My sleeping family
[who loves you?] Lancifer~
[who said hey to you today?] Prolly a bunch of people at school.
[who are you talking to right now?] I just messaged Lance...I wonder if he'll reply.
[who was your last kiss?] Lancifer~
[what town do you live in?] St. Albert aka Caucasia
[what are your pet peeves?] Liars.
[what are you wearing?] Comfy jeans, tank top, sweater thingy.
[what do your teeth look like?] I kinda have a small gap between my two front teeth...and my canines are flat because I grind my teeth when I sleep.
[what are you doing in an hour?] Sleep most likely.
[what is your middle name?] Mary Anne (I have two~)
[what is your deepest secret?] I actually a man.
[what are you doing tomorrow?] Asking for a raise, working.
[what is your boy/girlfriends middle name?] David
[what is your favorite thing to do?] Eat...unfortunately...and DDR.
[what are you sitting on?] A chair I would think.
HOW
[how do you know it's love?] *shrug* I have no idea.
[how do you fix your hair?] Um...I brush it...kinda.
[how many hours do you spend on the computer?] Lots of hours~
[how many TV shows do you watch?] None.
[how did you find this survey?] Ravaging Gwang's LJ
[how many people are living with you?] 6 people.
[how often do you say i love you?] I dunno, probably not enough.
3 things you are: short, bitter, happy (I'm bittersweet~)
3 things you are not: tall, forgiving, ugly (I think I'm quite pretty actually)
3 things you like: Pandas, Ice Cream, Movies
3 things you dislike: Disrespect, snakes, protein bars.
3 things you want: Money, my fucking car, sex (no car to drive me to sex...sex = Lance)
3 qualities you like in a guy/girl: Sense of humor, kink, taller than me (not hard to do)
3 qualities you dislike: Assholes, conformity, angst
3 qualities that make your ideal relationship: Loyalty, attention (give me attention~), and snuggles/pets/sex (one leads to the other)
3 qualities you like in a friend: sense of humor, understanding, stupidity
3 words that describe/remind you of love: trust, cuddles, devotion
3 words that describe/remind you of hate: People, narrow-mindedness, self-centeredness.
3 songs that make you want to dance: Rhythm and Police, Healing Vision, etc.
3 best albums you've ever heard: First Cowboy Bebop OST, um...random burnt CDs.
3 best stores to shop at- Warp 1, Comic King, Comex Hobby (I'm such a nerd.) |
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| Stupid CD player... |
[Mar. 21st, 2004|01:55 pm] |
Well, I'm listening to my Cowboy Bebop soundtracks on random...but it keep landing on the same song...*frown* The randomness of my CD player sucks alot.
I had a dream that I bought a kitty and it was the kyutest kitty ever...and it was a happy dream.
Lance and I watched Fulltime Killer last night, and I really enjoyed it. Andy Lau is pretty bloody awesome. Though, there were part where they spoke in english...and I didn't understand it @.@ You think I would be used to the thick accent since I work with Judy...but I don't even understand what she is saying half the time.
I pretty much spent the last two episodes of Wolf's Rain crying. Great series btw.
So my parents decided that they're going to go to church more often. This time around, they aren't forcing me to go~ They've come to accept my lack of faith, and that happies me~
Well, I'm going to jet~ bai~ |
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| Sailor Victory~ |
[Mar. 16th, 2004|02:54 pm] |
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Oh man oh man~ Brenna and I just totally won Sailor Moon~ *dances* It's getting mailed to my uncle in Texas who is going to mail it to me~ YAY~ *dance dance* |
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| Such a rebel~ |
[Mar. 16th, 2004|11:15 am] |
So I'm totally skipping school today~ Slept in until 11, because was being a whore and taking up the whole bed....and look, she's back, that whore *Tessa walks in the door strutting her doggy stuff* and now she's sleeping/shedding all over my towel. Oh well~ I can't help being the awesomest in the house, why wouldn't Tessa want to follow me around?
No luck getting SailorMoon because the people selling it on ebay are a bunch of stupid gits, so I'm just going to buy it the way I originally intended. I'm sad because it's a million times more expensive, but there's really no other way.
My car is finally getting fixed but I have to pay for it *dies*
Nothing will stop me from owning SailorMoon and at least Hot Gimmick and new HYD. *shakes fist* Not even my car! I may have to cut into my computer savings to fix my car. There's no way I can save for a computer and keep my interests and pay for my debts with the kind of money I make. Soooo, I'll just wait until the summer and use my summer savings to pay for one.
Angel Sanctuary manga is bloody good~ So pretty~ What happened when the made the anime? I bought it a long time ago and then my head exploded because it was pretty bad. I can tell why it was only 4 episodes.
Melissa and I are ninjas on a mission. Project Ninja Storm. We won't explain it because it's HIGHLY top secret. Can't even tell Tessa, because that stupid whore will spill the beans as soon as someone pets her. *Tessa in protest of being called a whore so many times sheds more hair on Amanda's towel*
Anyways, that's enough of that. I need a shower, and then I think I'll make some truffles. So tata~ |
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| More proof that Ven has too much spare time~ |
[Mar. 14th, 2004|10:52 pm] |
I _____ Manda.
I think Manda should fucking _______.
Manda needs _______.
I want to ______ Manda.
When I think about Manda I ______.
_____ reminds me of Manda.
Without Manda ______.
If Manda had a penis _______.
If I had a penis Manda _____. Or if you are male: If I had a vagina Manda ______.
Manda is my _______.
_____Manda.
something I hate about Manda is______.
something I love about Manda is ______.
when alone in a room with Manda I would _______.
Manda is very ______.
Manda _______ a lot.
If Manda was being chased by a spitting camel I would_______.
On a scale of 1-10..10 at the highest..Manda is______.
Also, Brenna has the title of Sailor Awesome from now on because she is going to lend me credit card love for the first two seasons of Sailor Moon~ *floats* I'm going to make her the best bloody truffles~ *dances* |
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| Ven has too much time on his hands... |
[Mar. 14th, 2004|02:17 pm] |
Seriously, every survey I do, I get from Ven...and they're all a million questions long!
The Usual Stuff
Name: Amanda Mary Anne Properzi
Birthday: November 11th, 1985
Age: 18
Nicknames: Shinigami (GW fangirl days), Shin, Shini, Twisted Neko, Tiny, Panda-Princess (only Lance says that...)
Zodiac sign: Scorpio
Sex: Female~
Friends: Ven, Brock, Cat, X-t (Chris), Brenna, Leslian, whoever I missed.
Your best friend: Kyuuuu, don't make me choose~ I think Chris and Ven should battle royale for this position. They're both a best friend in a different way though.
Craziest: Cat
Loudest: Chris and Cat, they're both pretty loud.
Cutest: Pssh, I'm the kyutest~!
Friend with the best hair: Ven
Friend you trust with all your secrets: I tell anyone anything they want to know about me. Ask, and I will tell you.
Most understanding: Hmmm...Chris and Lance
Last friend you went to the movies with: Ven, we went to go see his favourite movie, Peter Pan.
Happiest: Leslie, everyone else is filled with angst.
Funniest: Ven
Weirdest: Cat
Scariest: None of them
Most outgoing: Everyone but Brenna
Least outgoing: Brenna
Spends the night at your house the most: LANCE~
Has the cutest brother/sister: VEN~ *glomps Saya*
Friend you would most likely die for: Hmmm...I don't know, I don't like to think about such unhappy things.
Stuff
Do you have any tattoos? If so, what of?: No, and I will never taint my skin *vain vain*
What's the last thing you bought?: With my own money? I don't know.
Do you have a job? If so, where?: Yes~ Sapporo Express
What was your most embarrassing moment?: Hmmm, I dont get embarrassed easily.
Last 4 digits of the last phone you dialed: 8189
What is in your pockets right now?: Wallet, and mittens (I'm wearing my jacket)
What was the happiest moment in your life?: Hmmm...that's tough.
Have you ever egged a house?: Never, I'm really such a good girl.
Whose?: Uh *points to above*
Who is your role model?: Napoleon
What's your favorite holiday?: Halloween
When is the last time you stayed up all night?: Before I went to Texas, and before that, the Zim-a-thon, but I'm really bad at staying awake for so long.
What is your favorite book?: Dune by Frank Herbert HANDS DOWN!
Who is your favorite author?: Garth Nix and Frank Herbert
Where did you have your last birthday party?: I had two because I have too many friends, but last one was at Brock's/BP's
Who came?: Lots of people.
Who is your most recent ex?: No one~
Do the two of you get along?: no, I hate that imaginary git!
Who has changed your life the most for the better?: Lance, though, he actually tainted me too.
What's your favorite song?: That's tough...lots of things.
What's your favorite cd?: First Cowboy Bebop OST
What are your favorite pizza toppings?: Pepperoni, mushrooms, green peppers.
Where do you order pizza from the most?: I like to spread my pizza love to lots of places.
Have you ever been in the hospital for more than a day?: Yes, mostly for my dad though, not for myself.
How many days is your record for time spent in a hospital?: Oh god, I dont know, I went there alot for him.
Why did you have to go to the hospital?: Dad had cancer.
How long has it been since you went to the mall?: A few days.
What's the last movie you saw in a theater?: Peter Pan!
What's the last movie you rented?: Bridgette Jone's Diary I think.
Do you like to write poetry?: Hahahaha, no. My soul isn't angsty enough.
Do you like to read poetry?: Nope, not really.
Have you ever written a song?: I have, but all the songs I write are stupid and not serious.
After you read it to yourself did it sound stupid?: YUP~ but I dont actually write so much as improvise them.
What's your favorite band?: Hmm, Our Lady Peace *sweatdrops*
Who is your favorite solo singer?: Steve Conte, I guess. Though Michael Jackson is pretty damned awesome~
If you suffocate a smurf, what color does he turn?: Black, like death.
Do you believe in ghosts?: Yes
Have you ever seen a ghost?: If I get scared enough, I hallucinate (no, no drugs) so I might have.
What is your favorite ride at the fair?: Tilt-a-whirl~
What is your favorite inside joke you have with a friend?: We have too many.
Name the people who know and understand that inside joke: Cat, Chris and I seem to share the most.
Have you ever thrown a party in which complete strangers have attended?: never
Was there a guy named True there?: No, that's a stupid name.
Would you ever name your kid True?: If I hated my kid, then yes.
Would you make fun of some1 if you knew their name was True? Yup~
Do you look more like your mom or your dad?: Like my dad
Are you an only child?: I was for 5 glorious years.
Do you have any brothers or sisters?: Jillian and Maxwell (and step siblings too, blah)
Their names: See above
Their ages: 13 and 8
What color is your computer?: Grey.
What is your favorite color of ink to write in?: Black and Blue
Would you rather write in pen or pencil?: Pen
How tall are you?: I don't know anymore
What's your name again?: Jesus
Do you believe in God?: No
Do you pray often?: nope
What's your biggest fear?: I afraid of lots of things...snakes scare the shit of me.
Do you believe in love at first sight?: no.
Have you ever been in a car accident?: yes
Who was driving?: me, shutup.
Did anybody not survive?: yes
What is your lucky number?: 11
Do you still believe in the tooth fairy?: nope.
Does the tooth fairy still give you money?: Well, I have no more teeth to lose.
If so, did someone knock out your teeth?: nope.
Who is your favorite family member?: Ex-Dad, life's a bitch.
What is your favorite breed of dog?: Beagles~
What is your favorite name for a dog?: Panda
What is your favorite name for a cat?: Panda, Loki, Mogget.
Have you ever been drunk?: Nope
Have you ever gotten high?: Nope (Didn't I tell you that I'm really good?)
Have you ever been on the radio?: nope~
Have you ever been on TV?: nope~
Have you ever been in a movie?: Nope
Who is your favorite actress?: Penelope Kruz is bloody adorable.
Who is your favorite actor?: Jackie Chan, Christopher Walken, Edward Norton.
Do you have a cellphone?: Used to.
Do you have a pager?: nope
What's the worst thing you've ever done?: Hm, told a person I hated him then he died the next week.
Why are all the fun things illegal?: I don't think they're fun.
What's your favorite quote?: The horror, the horror~
What's your favorite flavor of icecream?: Hazelnut, everything ice cream that's not connected to fruit.
Who is your favorite person to talk to offline?: All of my friends~
Who is your favorite person to talk to online?: Ven, and uh, I dont talk to alot of people online because I'm bad and neglective.
Who do you wish you were talking to right now?: Anyone, nobody's really online.
Do you have any nicknames that you liked that your friends no longer use? If so, name them: Nope, Shinigami is a stupid name. I dont mind Shin/Shini. My current nickname used the most is Tiny.
Who is your hero?: Dad, Napoleon, Megatron, Jackie Chan,
What do you think of racism?: I don't like it. Too bigoted for my likings.
Are you racist?: Nope.
What is your favorite day of the week?: Saturday night.
What is your least favorite day of the week?: Fucking tuesday.
Do you like rain?: Yes.
Do you think lightning is awesome?: yes.
What is your favorite word?: Panda and spandex.
If you could visit any country, where would you go?: Sweden, Italy, Japan.
How long would you want to stay?: Sweden/Japan: Forever, Italy: Maybe a week.
Who would you want to take with you?: I'm easy going. Lance, so we can taint the countries~
How old do you act?: Uh...depends what mood I am in, but I never act my age.
How old is your best friend?: huh? 17/18
How old does your best friend act?: Hmmm, never their age~
When you were young what did you want to be when you grew up?: An artist/astronaut/ninja turtle
What do you want to be now?: Translator
Do you think you were an adorable little kid?: After the age of 5, my kyuteness went away.
What were the names of your imaginary friends?: I didn't have one.
Do you have any pennies sitting on your computer desk?: nope.
What is the most unique thing about your bedroom?: Julietta plushie, no one else has one~
Do you have a black light?: nope
Do you have a strobe light?: nope
Do you have glow-in-the-dark stars?: Used to~
Do you have anything that glows in the dark?: Some panties.
What color is your pillow case?: plaid
What is your favorite thing to wear to bed?: Jammies
Do you like Pepsi or Coke better?: Coke, cept I like Diet Pepsi more than Diet Coke.
Can you tell a difference?: Yes~
What are you thinking about right now?: I want to beat up my sister and fill my tummy with fat foods.
What is your favorite song to listen to when you are mad?: Beethoven's 9th Symphony
What is the last song you listened to?: Vivaldi - Spring (part of Four Seasons)
What is your favorite movie?: I have alot~ Clockwork Orange, Brotherhood of the Wolf, Princess Bride, Apocolypse Now, um...and MORE~
What is your dream car?: RX-7 or 8
How many times have you had the chicken pox?: Twice...I had them REALLY bad the second time.
When was the last time you brushed your teeth?: Yester-morning.
What is your middle name?: Mary and Anne
The Good Stuff
Do you have a girl/boyfriend?: yes
What is his/her name?: Lance
How long have you been together?: Beginning of grade 10
Do you love him/her?: Yes
Are you in love with him/her?: Same bloody question.
Are you a virgin?: Nope, haven't been for quite a wile.
If not how old were you when you lost your virginity?: 16
How many people have you slept with?: One
Can you still name them all?: Nope...seem to have forgotten Lance's name.
When was the last time you had sex?: Last night~
How long was your longest crush?: 2 years maybe.
What was their name?: Warren.
Who do you have a crush on now?: I have a crush on my panda.
How old were you when you lost your virginity?: Deja-vu?
Do you regret losing it?: Nope.
Who did you lose it to?: Lance
How old were they when it happened?: GODAMMIT~ YOU ALREADY ASKED THIS~
Did you use protection?: Yes.
Other Stuff
What is your favorite emotion?: Happiness.
What is your favorite TV show?: Iron Chef.
What is the stupidest thing you've ever heard somebody say?: Oh god, PK is filled with stupidity~
How many cds do you own?: Not alot.
When you go to the movies do you throw stuff at people?: When they're stupid.
When you go to the movies do you throw stuff at the movie screen?: Nope.
How many times have you been kicked out of the movies?: Nope
Have you ever been kicked out of a grocery store?: Nope
What annoys you the most?: stupid people.
Who annoys you the most?: Oh god, I'm a ball of hate! I hate practically EVERYONE! But I really take care of the precious few who are on my happy list ^^
Do you know any fake people? Everyone.
What are their names?: Humanity.
Where did you meet them?: Everywhere.
How long have you known them?: I don't waste my time.
Did you ever want to smack them?: YES~
Did you ever smack them?: I'm too nice.
What's your favorite season?: Fall
What's your favorite subject in school?: Japanese and English
What's your least favorite subject in school?: Chem, physics, math.
Who is your all-time favorite teacher?: M. Blais
What school do you go to?: Paul Kane
What is the mascot at your school?: A bear or a mouse...
What grade are you in?: 12
What grade are you supposed to be in?: 12
What is your favorite song?: Um...
What song reminds you of yourself?: My theme used to be Smoke by Natalie Imbruglia but that was when I was angsty...my new song shall be Invincible by Pat Benetar because I'm totally going to conquer this bloody life.
What is your best friend's birthday?: Ven's is April 18th, and Chris's is...in August.
What is your favorite flavor of skittles?: They're all the same.
Would you rather have friendship or love?: BOTH~ I win~
What makes you nervous?: People who are so dumb that I almost don't know what to say anymore.
Describe yourself in five words: Bitter, Angry, Happy, Candy, Panda. (I'm bipolar, I swear)
If you knew the truth was gonna hurt you would you still wanna hear it?: Yes.
Do long distance relationships work?: I haven't seen one that has worked yet.
Would you change yourself to make someone else happy?: Yes, it's a mutual thing though.
What one thing makes you happy?: Panda
What phrase or saying do you use the most?: I say lots of stuff.
What's your favorite scary movie?: Hmmm, Exorcist maybe, I dunno, I don't really watch horror movies like I used to.
What would you do with a million dollars?: Buy anime/manga/kitties.
If your house was burning down and you could only take one thing with you, what would you take?: I love my material items, I would cry.
Were you shocked when you heard Princess Diana died?: I was kind of heartless and bitter at the time.
Who is the biggest flirt you know?: Fucking Tedi can rot in hell.
Do they ever flirt with your crush?: No, but I still hate her.
Do you ever want to hurt them?: Yup~
Do they know you like that person?: blah~
Are you glad this survey is over?: Yes, because this was the stupidest waste of time. |
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| Happy day~ |
[Mar. 8th, 2004|07:24 pm] |
So, I finally cleaned my room. *rolls around on the floor* I also hooked up my printer, so now I have one, and I've been copying Gwang in the sense that I printing off random fun pictures and pasting them to my closet (though he puts the pictures all over his walls)
This weekend, Lance bought me Pride and Prejudice DVDs~ Ureshii~ I love Mr. Darcy, Colin Firth was perfect for the part.
Today I bought some felt because I'm going to attempt to make a Julietta plushie...the didn't have all the colors I needed so I had to improvise a few, but I have the basics for his purple suit and black hair. I'm also not sure what I'm going to do about eyes...*ponder* I also don't know how to go about making his head all round and stuff...he may end up being kinda 2D-ish but this gives me a chance to try my hand at sewing. *shrugs*
Full Metal Alchemist 22 was great...but it's getting darker and darker. One good part was when Roy called up that guy to say he wasn't getting enough screentime, and it's true, there's definitely a lack of Roy Mustang in the series right now.
I dont have much to say since my life is pretty standard right now.
Oh~ wait, today Chris, David, Cat and I crossdressed in Japanese class...I was the only one who could fit in the little boy's yukatta, and Chris wanted to be a pretty girl...and David, Chris's yaoi lover, followed. So we were a big happy family.
Now, that's all...for real this time. So I'm off~ Ta~ |
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| Yxavier's diagnosis |
[Mar. 2nd, 2004|09:11 pm] |
Well...stupidest thing ever...some dumbshit put OIL in where the BRAKE FLUID is supposed to go. No wonder I can't stop. Anyways, it wasn't me who did that first of all because I haven't put anything in my car...I get other people to do it for me to prevent stupid things like that happening...I guess I was wrong. So anyways, apparently, I shouldn't have been even DRIVING my car for the past week that I have. *sweatdrop* I guess it was a good thing I didn't help Gwang out or his kitty would have died in a car accident along with me.
I got new clothes today~ and then I ate at Red Lobster...so I won't fit in my clothes tomorrow~ I really need to start eating healthy again, but yunno, red lobster and all it's crabby goodness cannot be denied.
Um...not much else to say really...except that Yxavier is a fucking spoiled brat and is the source of my constant money loss...it's going to cost about 1000$ to fix his fucking problem because they need to empty my car of all the fluids and then refill it. *sighs* *stabs Yxavier* |
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